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'you never really know whats going on inside someone. you think you do because you care
...but you never really do'

&!_ the basics @!*

all that`s here is me. there isn`t any fakeness, no lies, just me. my name is Cassandra...AKA-Cassie!
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i live in this town called Schaumburg.
i was born Jan 14th, 1988 which makes me 16
& a Capricorn. i'm decently smart..carring a 3.6 gpa average. i've
got 1 sister & 1 brother. Katrina [15], and Christipher [20].
Then there's of course my mom, dad. me physically
- i`ve got brown hair + brown eyes tanned skin, and a smile that can light up a room *or at least that's what people say*.
i`m 5'6" tall .. . I got ears pierced 2x in left .&. 2x in right
i wear whatever`s comfortable to me.
i`m very trendy - but only when i want to be.

&!_ the the real-ness @!*

i'm me. this is me. my moods fluctuate, but for the mostpart
i'm probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. however,
know that if you get on my bad side i'm going to treat you like
absolute shit without regret. i treat others with the same respect
they treat me. i like to smile and make others smile. i love
shopping; it makes me so happy to go out & find somthing i enjoy
& be able to bring it home as my own. i'm an aspiring journalist;
i want to become a fasion magazine writer/editor,or a teacher.
I'm an entergetic yet lazy person. i'm more artistic, and english person
than math & science. if you're funny, and for the most part nice,
you have an in with me. if you smell, don't take care of yourself,
whore around, lie or fake, you don't. i'm the type of girl who everyone can like
& get along with everyone. but one thing i hate is people who mess
with me, my friends or my family. that's a big no-no. don't mess with
my friends. those are my girls & boys. don't mess with what's mine. if
you don't like what my opinions are - go play in traffic cause it
doesn't matter to me. i don't like people who sit there & say their
not trying to get attention when what they wear, say & do brings more
attention to them. talking shit behind my back is another no-no. that
will be cause for me to talk about you then. don't act like a asshole
eather trying to act all cool just to get others to like you. that's stupid.
i can be a really quiet person. keep to myself at times. but the more you
get to know me the more i open up. if you have my trust then you'll get to
know the real me. but don't ever do somthing to ruin that trust. i'll never
forgive you for it. never bullshit things to me. i have a lot to give, but
often hold back. I'm argumentative and opinionated, yet dislike physcial
figths and maintain an open mind. i'm laid back, but can flip out without
warning. i'm girly and polite, but sometimes a priss, and often act
like a complete dork. i enjoy a good time but don't like getting my hands
dirty. i'm classy, but clumsy. i'm a sexual person when it comes to love
& romance. in some ways i'm spoiled, but am grateful for all i have.
i love the tried, tested and true friends that i've found along the way.
they know who they are. if you think know me, you should really think if
i consider you one of my closest. people change and grow older. we all grow apart at different rates. i used to be trusting, now i give people small glances of who i really am. if you want to try to understand me or somthing, then i'm glad, because most the time i don't understand myself. oh, and you can look, but unless i
tell you -- keep your hands to yourself asshole =) i'm open and willing
to listen to others opions, but like i said, if you don't like mine
then don't say anything. if you have somthing dumb or ignorant to say
it's likely that what you're attempting to say me of is going in one
ear and out the other. but if you get close to me, i'm probably one of
the best listeners you'll know. i'll be a crying shoulder for a friend,
and the first to make an ass of myself to lift their spirits. if i know
you care for me, i will do everything within my power to make sure you're
okay. for the mostpart i'm pretty honest and blunt. sometimes a little
too blunt. i when the time is right i like being the center of attention,
but for the mostpart i find it overrated and just try to blend in. i hate
being ignored espically when i'm speaking to someone. i can't stand people
who are arrogant or rude. it pisses me off when someone tries to make me
feel like a lesser person, physically or mentally. if you think your better
than me, i'll bet any amount of money your not. your just some pitiful excuse
for a person who's trying to raise your own self esteem by making mine worse.
i hate girls who come off as whores or very rude when i first meet them. i'm
going to give everyone a chance. i might not like everyone because of what
they prefer, but i will give them a chance. people need to understand
this is my life. i am who i am, and i won't change for other peoples reasons.
i'm going to make mistakes in life, but everyone does. have a little fun,
live it up. life isn't meant to be so damn serious. crack a smile, laugh out
loud, do somthing crazy. i feel that everyone i meet deserves to be
treated with kindness and courtesy unless they give me reason to think
otherwise. i'm totally shy around people i first meet, people i don't
know as well or a group of people. i'm not the kind to walk up to someone
first. yet when you get to know me i'm the complete opposite. i hate
people who get pissed at me because they don't understand me. i'm pretty
easygoing and like to have a good time, i find myself haning out with
those who make me laugh, and that i can laugh with. if you are lucky
enough to gain my full trust, and you proceed to do something to lose
it, you will eather most likely never get it back, or it will take a
long time to fully trust you again, pretty much it wouldn't ever be the
same. i can grow close to people, and then detach myself easily. i can
look into your eyes and know if you're being honest, if you are feeling
hurt, or if anything is wrong. i tend to read people's emotions.
sometimes more so than what is really there. but i find it fascinating.
but myself i act in a way where it's hard for people to read me. little
stupid things make me happy. i'm human. sometimes i just feel the need to
cuddle, other times i don't want anyone near me, & just want silence. i
try to learn from every mistake i make, and grow from every experience.
i'm innocent and niaeve in many aspects of life, and for the most part try
to keep a positive outlook, but each day become a little more jaded. i
have a love for lyrics, poetry and quotes. it's so incredible to hear words
that have been played with just right so that they hit a nerve inside you,
and can fill you with exactly how your feeling, but couldn't explain it
yourself. i am a hopeless romantic. simple and as complicated as that. i
belive in horoscopes, true love, love at first sight, soul mates, and all
that everything happens for a reason, fate stuff. the thought of true love,
and fate is incredible. knowing someone out there is just for you. i take
all the time i spend with the ones i care about to heart, and take it in.
for the mostpart am afraid of love. scared of being abandonded. i have a
few weird random obessesion; pictures, shopping, pureses, makeup, quotes, and talking for hours. i work hard when i need to or when something is important to me, otherwise i am a procrastinator. espically when it comes to stuff i'm not that interested in. i'll try hard, or not try at all. i'm confident, yet so insecure. i'm spontaneous, yet like to plan. i am easily distracted..add i think..i will laugh without warning.
i'm extremely stubborn and but open minded to a point. i'm sweet as honey.
i'm a walking, talking contradiction. i will often act completely different
from what i am actually thinking or feeling. i have never lead someone on,
intentionally at least. judge me if you wish. i try not to judge others
because firstly but then again i often do with a first look. that's all
i'll write here for now. after saying all of this, i still believe i am
one of the nicest, sweetest, funnest, easily relatable girls you'll ever
meet. i am sure that despite reading all of the above, you have not come
even remotely close to knowing me at all. this journal is for that. this
is my life. not yours. i make mistakes. i do stupid stuff. it's a part of
living, learning & growing up. get to know the real me, my daily happenings,
a few thoughts, feeling, other random things at a particular instances in
time and a nice little place to keep memories and pictures. i do happen to
have my very bad days, like anyone else. but i write about it in here,
it's my venting place. i do tend to complain. because i need someplace to
write it all down & let it out. i love. i hate. i have every emotion and
i express them according to that day's feelings. if you don't like what
i've got to say - don`t read it please. this is the life & people i'm sournded by.
i want to look back on this journal and laugh at my memories. this journal
is intended to be a keepsake - so keep any and all negative comments to
yourself. entries are friends only because i want to know who's looking
into my life. add me if you want to, i'll add you back. if you don't like
it, don't read it<33

&!_ the friends @!*

All muh girls ....luv ya 2 death. You're so fun to hang out with and u know how to cheer me up any time
Muh Boyz..luv ya and i have the best times hanging out with u guys
much love to you<33

&!_ my heart @!*
I'd give up everything before I'd separate myself from you...<33
your everything i never knew i always wanted.....<33

&!_ lj friends @!*

If you'd like to be added to my friends list, comment + add -
- Personally I feel I have a great personality, but some ppl may think other wise - Thanks to all
those who comment! Luv Ya LoTs *smile*

&!_ contact me @!*

email - Soccgal03@msn.com
aim - Naughtyornice113


&!_ lyrics of the moment @!*
// I'm that light when you cant see // I'm that air when you cant breath
// I'm that feelin when you cant leave
// Some doubt, some believe, some lie cheat & deceive
// but its only you and me // When your weak I'll make you strong
// here's where you belong // I ain't perfect, but I promise
I wont do you wrong
// Keep you away from harm my love is protected
// I'll wrap you in my arms so you never feel neglected
// I'll just make you aware that what we have is rare in the moment
of despair I'm the courage when your scared
// Loyal, down for you, soon as I saw you, wanted to be there
cause I can hold it down for you
// be around for you, plant seeds in the soil, make love all night
bending bed coils
// You a king therefore I treat you royal, this is all for you cause I simply adore you \\

&!_ famous last words @!*

you think you know
but you have NO idea ..
this is the diary of Cassandra

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